SexxyWoof

Haha, my journals haven't been too depressing I hope. I miss doing this with Aniki, when we both knew that pretty much only the either of us would read our journals. Maybe Hikari, too. But this one is purely about my friends. I feel I just don't show what someone means to me very well. Soo.. Almost all my friends should be on here. I'll just put them in order from the first that comes to mind. :P Benjamin - Of course, your first because you've been on my mind all day. I really do love you, and maybe you don't know it very well. I even thought to myself many times that I might just be thinking I do, but then i remember that every single time

So I've been very sick this whole week.. missed out on school this entire week, went to school today but came home at lunch cause it got worse again. Last night I was talking to Ben, and he told me again about this bet he made with his very best friend. It was that, if he was not married by the time she graduated, that he would marry her. He told me not to worry about it, and was being sweet and everything, but I can't help but feel really jealous and worried. x_x He put that he was engaged to her on FB today, so I feel even more nauseous then my sickness was making me. I love him to death, so naturally I worry. Woman why you no on skype mo

I haven't been able to roleplay in awhile. I want to, but Ben was the only one I knew that I roleplay'd with. ._. (I know we need to get that one Shizaya one started Haku. xD) I feel uncomfortable just joining some random RP if I don't know even one person. &nbsp;I'll even make one on Pokefarm if I have to, even though I'm used to Gaia. >.< Can be on PMs too, on hre, PF, gaia, skype, w/e. But of course, I can't view/post in the mature one.. -cough-damn.-cough- I'll do any plot, I'll be boy, girl, w/e. BUT I don't want one liners and things like that.. I actually want a a ROLEPLAY, like a paragraph or two a post, or even way more. "for talking" an